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Oops. The previous photo update notes went with the other photo that was moved to
here. All photos taken around the same time periods. 1983! NOT 2009!

A word about photos: These photos are fairly reliable but lately my photos have looked
rather ....aaaah....suspucious. I don't know how I can trust "whomever" with my
HEALTH CARE when I can't trust them with my DIGITALIZED photos! It seems to be a
GAME with "them" to see WHO can alter them the fastest.  I do NOT consider
tampering with my "MEMORIES" a JOKE! Need proof? Well, I have it! And it is NOT
tricks with the "lighting" either! (Sept 7, 2009)
Hilda as a 6 year old:
not being bothered and
not bothering anyone.
Donate if you feel the
urge to contribute to my
personal educational
fund because you think
others and myself would
benefit.

buttons to all or most
of the pages and I will
be checking the links.
However, there seems
to be some sliding (in
and out) motion on
some of the buttons. I
don't quite understand
the purpose since they
can be such small
buttons and can be
made to fit.  But I am
sure it serves a
function.  However, if
it is problem,
hopefully, it  will soon
be resolved by PayPal.
I don't have the time or
space to deal with the
problem now.
There seems to be a slight
problem with the site
searches because some
results don't appear. So I
have added two versions
on this page as one
updates.
Until this entire site is properly constructed and/or the site search box works
properly, it may be best
to view the entries on this website like a journal...in
chronological order to "understand" the train of thought .
Updated July 1, 2009 at
4:xxam and July 17, 2009
You may also be looking for www.hildaharris.com.,  which is by the same author. The
names are slightly different because, hopefully, these sites will be used for different
purposes. This website was created to satisfy my volunteerism urges. I hope to inspire free
thinkers to be advocates on the behalf of others.
Site updated April 10, 2009 09:xx pm and August 22, 2009
See Previous Updates on the Chronological Update page

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Updated July 20, 2010 at 9:xxpm at
Hmmm at bottom of page.
Updated July 21, 2010 at 3:xxam at
Audio and Video at bottom of page
Updated July 24, 2010 at 2:xxam at
Hilda on the Couch AT BOTTOM OF PAGE

Updated June 16, 2012: Gosh, folks! It's been a VERY long time and probably not such a bad
idea either. Lots of writing to think about. Several computers were stolen others heavily
damaged. Funny. Furthermore, I have had to deal with SERIOUS health conditions for just
about ALL of those close to me, including myself!!! So I have been extremely busy but not
busy enough to do what I've needed to do. I will have to check every page for errors because I
can see many files are missing! Especially files dated from July 24 to August 11, 2010. This
site really is a HUGE mess! I INTEND to change that! I hope I've been missed but I intend to
write less but more constructively/concisely. You will NOT be hearing from me EVERY day!
After all, this IS free! Lots of love, folks. That is what this site is about LOVE! NOT HATE!

June 19, 2012 at 5:08 am
Since I am updating the sites, I have included an
example of future work,
hopefully. This is a paper hastily written (but more concise) because I had
many others to write. But it is the only example I could find today. Peace.
Love.

June 26 (no 23), 2012, 8:30pm:
New Site: Hilda May-Harris.com. Hope it will be cleaner, crisper and more
organized but just as interesting! Thanks! Eventually, I hope to combine
the qualities of the three sites, Hilda Harris.org, Hilda Harris.com, and
Hilda May-Harris.com into one. Stay tuned! MAJOR difficulties updating
Hilda May-Harris.com!!! Be patient!

June 24, 2012 6:00 pm
All the webpages seem to be reasonably updated. Thank you. I just took a
nap while they were updating.

Another note. I recently noted the above photo with my 14 year old cousin
and those hands. I had never really noted it until recently. Strange. I don't
know HER reasons for the "signage" but I did have a strange incident with
a radio. A year or so before, I had been travelling through Indianapolis,
Indiana on a bus. I was sitting in the depot and God KNOWS my hands
were COMPLETELY filled with stuff. I was looking at the door and a guy
walks in, looks RIGHT at me and walks over...without hesitation. He asks
me did I want to come out to his car and buy a radio. I look at him thinking,
"Hellll no! Do I LOOK like I have ROOM for a RADIO? And why is it in your
CAR? Besides, you aren't even my TYPE! (Suburban, white and picking
up innocent girls at the BUS STATION!) WHY ME-E-EE-E?  Do I LOOK
like I have "SUCKER" written all over me?"

But I just said, "No." (Rolling my eyes)

I wasn't even the media type. We rarely watched television while growing
up, the word "television" was not even in our VOCABULARY in our early
years and I didn't eat anything in front of the television until I was 29 years
old.

The strange thing is it seems I have been plagued by "radio incidents"
every since. But I'm thinking that is just the way of the world. But the above
photo is somewhat strange. I'll find a recent photo with some wrinkles so
we can forget about radios.

July 3, 2012 1:25 am:
I am TOO busy trying to clean all this up but I was able to find a RECENT
photo, (30+ years later) I could easily download to this site. The photo is
completely natural: absolutely NO makeup, one tooth missing, no hair
color, natural hair (no perm or otherwise) and my hair is the same length
but it is pulled back in a bun. In fact, it was a quick photo taken at a bus
station earlier this year. (I didn't plan the incident for this site, either)
Frankly, if you ask me, the photo makes me look wide-eyed and r-e-a-l-l-y
crazy! GOOD!
Click this link on my site to view it!

Also, I don't know what happen to "example of future work". See? I told you
that I am busy trying to clean up and I shall clean this up! I just can't write
much even if I wanted to do so. Thank you for your patience. You will not
be disappointed. I have to learn how to use this site all over again and
THEN clean it up because I have absolutely TOO many excuses for
shoddy work on this site. My eyes are STILL bad but those excuses are
going to STOP! But I thought "something" was better than "nothing". You
can also keep up with me at "Hilda Harris" on Facebook. Look for the same
photos until I link it to this account. Thank you.

July 6, 2012: 11:45am

Isn't SHE
beautiful?!?! A link to a page on my site!

July 10, 2012 12:30am.

Let's see if I can post ANOTHER sample of some better work because I
can NOT find the last example.  God KNOWS I have enough of my OWN
thoughts (do NOOOOOTTTTT moan) but I want to make sure I give
credits to others for theirs. Therefore, I
SCANNED the pages of these OLD
works. Hope it works! Interesting enough, these are the ONLY papers I
could find at this time. And I have written probably HUNDREDS! Okay,
maybe not HUNDREDS but probably ONE hundred. This paper is about  
one of my favorite subject: Women's rights!

Next a paper...about animal rights....that was REJECTED! I've read
several books/articles by activist Peter Sanger and have some ideas. So
does HE!

1:30am.
Comparison of rights.
Link to site on my site.
2:00 am
THIS paper was
REJECTED! By a wonderful guy with GREAT teeth:
Professor Charlie X, who was (is?) at Fordham University and had
informed me that he'd written and went on tour for his own published work!
No disrespect but the FIRST re-do is attached. I haven't been online but
I've been busy; I've been journalizing SOME of my thoughts. It's a bit
chaotic but I'm forgetful so I thought it was better than nothing. I am NEVER
at a loss of words and ideas but writing is EXTREMELY difficult for me. I
usually write my "hundreds" of papers over and over checking for mistakes
in order to get a passing grade. I'm not so "blind" that I can't survive,
though. So no tricks!

I've lost some of the information on that paper but currently I am reading a
book by Peter Sanger, "Practical Ethics" that I bought MANY years ago.
Interesting and notes some points in the paper. The paper enclosed was
cited according to standards provided. If not, I suspect it will disappear.
Again. Like the last one.

Enough writing for now folks. (3:00am) Correction:
Peter Singer.
Provocative!
...which is why I bought the book. If you slide the cursor over the web page
before clicking, it will indicate the destination. Some of the site address are
extremely long, though.

4:45am
I AM doing other things but ....lost paper....
FOUND!!!

Another note while I'm here about some possible
psychological
components to
the dream. When I was 17 years old, my family and I went
South for some funerals. I was born in the South and I've had my "fights"
with snakes, stinging insects, wild animals and etc. but I don't remember
being bothered by mosquitoes when I was younger. But that summer, they
were biting me so badly, that I was wrapped up in a sheet with tears
literally coming DOWN MY FACE because I was in TOTAL misery!! (I was
NOT crying because of the funerals. My cousins were catatonic at their
dad's funeral. My grandfather was dying, I guess, and died months later. It
was those MOSQUITOES!) That is very unusual for me because I normally
only cry at church (or the movies now).

Later when we returned, I noticed something had bitten me and I scratched
for MONTHS. I was ill most of the school year and I have NEVER been the
same. I was diagnosed with mononucleosis but my symptoms were much
worse than regular mono. My mother even distrusted the doctor's
diagnosis. It's weird that I would even TRY to connect the incidents: mono
(kissing disease), an insect bite and my general demise, but I always have
even though I had some problems (with my legs) when I was about 15 or
16 which has just
recently has been diagnosed as allergic reactions. We
were raised to believe in divine healing and never went to the doctor. As I
got older, I was able to go(and do other things) without getting my parent's
approval and I suspect my body reacted adversely.

I was reminded of THAT incident and thought to put a reminder here. We
ALL think of using sunscreen in the summer. But, please, remember that
mosquitoes can cause a LOT of problems. The sun can cause cancer but,
as citizens in the tropics know, mosquitoes can carry A "plague".  This is
troubling for those who don't or can't use pesticides but it is a reality. Or
those who don't like to think of a "plague" like ...can't remember the
name...horses get it....but please be careful.

Now. Did I write enough? Enough writing. I am SO sick of that dream! Sick
of it!

Promise: writing WILL be more concise AND less frequent. THAT is a
PROMISE! I CAN do it. THAT is why I left the examples. Peace. Love.

5:00am
HOW many times have I TOLD that STUPID story? Why? Because the
next time, after the TWO funerals, my family went South, I didn't go. We
made infrequent trips but I explained it was because of the mosquitoes;
they had me CRYING! I don't think anyone believed me. In fact, when I
went to church, they practically DRAGGED me up front of the church and
LAID hands on me to PRAY for me. NOT because I was SICK but because
they thought I'd skipped the trip so I could "screw" around. Me, who was a
GROWN woman and could do what I wanted (and did), but, who, alas, was
STILL (cough, cough) sick. Who cared I was SICK? So, naturally, I was
resistant to the "hands on" approach but I endured it. I still love them very
much but my religion had a very rigid sexual conduct code that could cause
folks to do some strange things. I just wrote all that so you would know I
didn't make it up. It happened; it's not a secret because I made lots of
complaints about it. I've never been the same since. Peace. Love.

July 24,2012: 3:30am. Boring update. Lost photo FOUND with attached
notes and
on this site.  LOTS OF PROBLEMS! Can't find a black dividing
line here ANY here. Have I used one before now? V-e-r-y Interesting. Hope
you see this latest message. Until next time. Corrections at
Chronological
Updates also. More maybe necessary. I just moved the page over a bit.  

August 6, 2012 at 4am
Facebook page for Hilda Harris
Check out the photo page--I got some WRINKLES for you!
10:00am corrected the
Facebook link

August 8, 2012 5:48pm:
I have updated my site again. But some pages are still missing. I had better
mention them because SOMEONE read them and MAY "use" useless
information. Briefly, I mentioned how I "liked" a boy named John and one
named Kerry. (Combine the names). Despite what the "devil" says, I WAS
somewhat a child prodigy but STILL a child...emotionally immature to some
extent. I was sitting in a car one day with John and he spilled some catsup
on his shirt and I didn't tell anyone but he had lost his thrill. Too sloppy. I
was TOTALLY turned off. Kerry? Shot in the back by the police when I was
17. It REALLY upset me. It threw me for a psychological loop.  I just
HAPPEN to marry someone with his last name. Child prodigy. I had
mentioned this elsewhere on the web but because of a unusual relgious
experience, I was ASKED to "minister" when I was 13 years old. At 15, I
was CALLED by God to minister. I spoke and I was told by experienced
people that they also thought I was called. Maybe not such a big deal for
some folks. I didn't have big crowds like Jimmy Swaggert but VERY
unusual for a CHILD who is a FEMALE!!!! And those around me
ENCOURAGED me to develop my gifts. Most people my age aren't even
INTERESTED....even if "qualified".

I also referenced another child prodigy, Dr. Condolezza Rice. How we MAY
have crossed paths because since grade school I spent a LOT of time in
the library and I would often walk up to the Notre Dame Library and read
lofty books up there during my teenage years.

Any thing else? I had better mention the BLACK Muslim (NOI) connection if
I didn't. I MAY have mentioned that, if the information is correct, that I was
also born in one of the SAME small towns as one of the "founding"
members of the Nation of Islam where folks on my father side married folks
on my mother's side. People in small towns marry each others. What ELSE
is new? They migrated to Michigan, too. Note the picture of my daughter
and one of them on my
Facebook page. ALMOST IDENTICAL! So what?
Folks intermarry...who knows? I maybe branded as a terrorist JUST
because of THAT! I may have a wee bit of animosity and distrust (but
NEED) of the government because of my Native American heritage but  I
am NOT a TERRORIST!

Computer was stolen and most of the above information lost, not on the
server and my back up disks were blank. Why? So SOMEONE knows
about it. No big secret but maybe someone think it is. Remember SOME
secrets are KEPT but others are just SAVED. Until "later".
Me in 1983 with my cousin Lisa in the background. Of course, I would look differently in almost 30
years!
A NOTE ABOUT
WIKEPEDIA:
I am very aware that
the information on
Wikepedia is not used
as a serious scholarly
resource because the
information is too
easily edited and by
those whose
credentials may be
unknown.

HOWEVER, I use it  because
it is a tool to encourage the
habit of analyzing what we
read. I am sure that "serious
scholars"  would agree that
even though many of us do
not have the "intellectual
resources" to critique as
well as others, nonetheless
more often than not we
should make SOME attempt
to do so; we should  
challenge/critique the
information that is presented
to us even by those with the
best intentions.

Life is too fast for
such "thinking"
activities that
influence
subsequent actions?
Well "life" needs to
slow down. As some
have said, it takes no
more time to do
things right the first
time than it does to
do it over.
THE PREVIOUS SITE at
hildamayharris.com IS AT
ONE SHEEP ONE
SHEPHERD.COM.

All this info used to be at
hildaharris.org. I covered all
the eyes in the previous site.

Lots of discrepancy here: be
careful.  

This is important oral history,
though, in a COLLECTIVE
sense.

Is my cousin, Lisa, trying to
say I'm crazy? (smile)